I never go on tumblr really unless I need to vent. And I really don’t have anyone to vent about it to, even though it’s not a bad thing. The past two and a half months or so has been the craziest emotional rollercoaster. But only one good thing came out of it. I made a certain lady my girlfriend. Even though we’ve been friends for a few years I didn’t think it would get to this point. We were pretty much dating before I asked her out, but since that day my world has come to a complete stop. Have you ever looked at someone and everything else goes quiet besides the sound of their voice? Or when you look at them and you see nothing else but that little side smerk and you can’t help but smile yourself? That’s what I feel when I look at this girl. For once I have a girl that my parents like, for once somebody that doesn’t take me for granted and put me on the back burner, for once a girl that doesn’t flip out or judge me whenever I make a dumb decision or do something she doesn’t like. I seriously wouldn’t trade this girl, or this feeling for anything in this world. I’m drunk ranting and I need to stop, but honestly I love this girl to death. And I’m happy we waited to date because I’ve wanted to say that I loved you for awhile and when you say it back it means more than you know, because I know you mean it. You’re always there when shit goes down and you’ve rescued me a few times already haha. Just know I’ll be there to do the same for you. And I appreciate everything you do, have done, and ever will do for me. I can’t wait to see dat prity face tomorrow and to touch the doofy ;). I love you Kali.
Chalk it up as a loss I guess.